The 4th Dimention

Wow, So I came back from my trip to Florida this past Sunday.  I must say, it was a lot different than I could have ever predicted.  I thought it was going to either be really good or really bad; the extremes.  Ironically enough, the days were absolutely amazing, except for Thursday in which most of my day I was by myself.  But just because the days were amazing doesn’t mean the nights were too.  Nights were made up of very hard conversations for the most part.  I never really opened up to her up until then.  It was very hard.

Well anyway, I’m back now and I’m so afraid that it might be goodbye.  She has a boyfriend that she loves and I’m three thousand miles away with a piece of me missing down there.  I’ve made a lot of mistake and I understand why she can’t fully trust me.  I just wish she could see inside me and see what I’m thinking and feeling.

Posted by Tony Garlanger at 2:54 PM