The 4th Dimention

I love her so much.  I was so stupid when I let that other girl kiss me.  I should have stopped her; but I didn’t.  Then, when I was too afraid of hurting my boo, I broke up with her.  I didn’t want her finding out what I did.

Now, I am so close to getting my boo back it’s killing me.  I honestly can’t see myself growing old with anyone else.  I’ve grown so close and comfortable with her that it’s almost scary to think about losing it all; all that we have worked towards.

I want to make my boo my wife.  I want her to be my partner in life and share with me my triumphs and stand with me in my failures.  Be there through thick and thin no matter what horrible things life seems to bring.

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Wow, So I came back from my trip to Florida this past Sunday.  I must say, it was a lot different than I could have ever predicted.  I thought it was going to either be really good or really bad; the extremes.  Ironically enough, the days were absolutely amazing, except for Thursday in which most of my day I was by myself.  But just because the days were amazing doesn’t mean the nights were too.  Nights were made up of very hard conversations for the most part.  I never really opened up to her up until then.  It was very hard.

 

Well anyway, I’m back now and I’m so afraid that it might be goodbye.  She has a boyfriend that she loves and I’m three thousand miles away with a piece of me missing down there.  I’ve made a lot of mistake and I understand why she can’t fully trust me.  I just wish she could see inside me and see what I’m thinking and feeling.

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